Trashed

yesterday i trashed things out with my mother thru sms. it all started with a small squabble that irked me really badly.. so i told her all i've been experiencing, how i've felt and why i make wilful demands at times. she understood, and sent me replies that touched me- which made me cry.

and then my dad reprimanded, thinking that i'm crying over that squabble, but i wasn't! they threw so many negative terms about me; she thinks i'm stubborn, he thinks i'm temperamental, immature and childish.

CHILDISH. use that on a 17 yearold and she obviously feels hurt.

my eyes were so swollen the whole night that all i wanted to do was to sleep. which was a really bad move. the eyebags got worse.

now i would just like to be alone and reflect.. stubborn, temperamental, immature and childish?