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things are just NOT doing fine within my family.

everyone's taking everyone for granted.
everyone is misunderstanding things.
everyone sees no family in this family.
everyone treats their friends better than anyone in the family.
everyone thinks their own way.
everyone doesn't care about each other's feelings.
everyone cant comprehend my condition.
everyone is conflicting with the other.
everyone has our own things to worry about.
everyone is giving one another cold attitudes at different times.

at any one time, at least someone is quarrelling.
at any one time, at least someone feels hurt
at any one time, at least someone feels that he/she dont belong to this family.
at any one time, either me & dad are throwing emo smses to each other.

& there is still a period of adolescent darkness i can never forget.
plus more and more periods of stress and despair.

school exams & pressure + family.
i wonder how long more i can endure.

nice food? medicine? gorging?
all these are all short-terms measures.

& how do you even call this a FAMILY?
it no longer is, anymore..