This is Scary

recently i have been emo-ing on the inside.

like just all of a sudden (even when things are going fine),
i would quieten down like a mute.
my thoughts would float off..
and i walk around aimlessly, thinking deep in my own world.

omg and i find it so scary.

stress? definitely.
the block test, prelims, As... tutorials, tutors..
seriously i am not one bit hopeful of myself in this field.
so little time, so much to do.
time is running out so WHO CANT FEEL THE TENSION?!?

lonliness? perhaps.
i thought so initially.
so anyone who comes into the picture may do me great help.
and i had a few, who really cared.
and made me feel much better (: thankyousomuch.

then i think i got it figured..
empty. i felt empty.
emptiness is filling me.

god, i need some help here.
please save me from this problem, and guide me through my studies.
my god is mighty to save, he is mighty to save.